Weather It

So today a freak storm just comes out of nowhere. There was a little drizzle this morning but by mid-afternoon, the flood gates were open. So much for me trying to get a mile and a half run in today. It's been so cold that I haven't run outside in over a week and a half and I really need to get back out there soon. So I figured I'd mention something my husband has been bashing me about, SEX. He says he doesn't get it enough and other people assume that we are supposed to be doing it like rabbits. Not the case here. Not really sure where I fell off the "everybody's doing it to keep their man" sex wagon. The thing here is, I haven't been interested and it seems that everything that my husband does is a turn off. Someone else told me that I needed to relax...get things off my mind and things would be easier, but they are not and haven't been for some time now. I get tired of feeling useless because not only am I not a financially contributing member of the house but I also don't put out(yes I said put out) when my husband says so. So I basically feel like a waste of space here on this earth because I can't do anything right, specifically according to my husband. QUE SERA!!!