Rumble in the Jungle

SO it is at this point in my relationship, as with many other points, that I desire a need to get the craziness out my mind. This process allows me to function daily and without it I feel that my mind and my being will be swallowed by the chaos.

My 2 year marriage hasn't been dedicated to happiness at all. And you might ask why. Answering this question alone would probably take me ten years to sort out every detail but I will talk about one.
From my point of view, although slanted at times, will try to stay as neutral as possible. I can't guarantee that this will stay this way, but only that I will start this way.
My husband and I got married in 2009, amid some discussion that this was the right thing to do in order for each of us to make some sort of positive progression towards some fantasy of a life.
Granted that we had shacked up for 2 years prior to that and despite some red flags we got married.

The first year of marriage summed up as the following: A drink going down the wrong pipe.

The second year of marriage can be summed up as the following: All the drowning possibilities there are!

And as we go into the third year... all can say is that we might not even get that far....God Help US!